Senin, 08 Juli 2013 | By: winda maharani

La Tahzan, Innallaha Ma'ana.

lately, its been a difficult time for me. a depressing time, a lonely time, a worthless time, time when my self-efficacy is down the hill.. time when all i feel is just confused and dont have some destination in my life.. challenging? yeah it is, but in other side it's also depressing..

waktu-waktu dimana gue memasuki institusi ini bener-bener bikin stres dan depresi. gue terkadang lupa, apa alasan gue sampe di titik ini. apa yang gue lakukan untuk sampe di titik ini. kenapa gue sampe pengen ada di titik ini. i lose all my reasons to be here and stand up to face all of it.. i forgot.. and i'm loss.. apa hakikatnya dari profesi ini sebenarnya? apa yang ingin gue capai? apa alasan gue untuk tetap bertahan? hal apa yang akan membantu gue untuk bisa survive? i forgot all of this things.. i forgot and once again i'm at loss.. for words and action..

ketika gue bingung dan kehilangan arah, gue seperti orang yang kafir. gue melupakan Allah SWT dan segala macam bentuk pertolongan-Nya. all i can do are just find excuse and excuse and excuses.. all i can do is just complain complain and complain.. i forgot ALLAH SWT.. i forgot my God and all the help he gave to me.. padahal gue tau kalao Allah ga akan kasih hambanya cobaan yang tidak bisa ia selesaikan.. Allah juga bilang bahwa Ia akan selalu memberikan pertolongan bagi hambanya yang meminta.. Allah pasti akan menunjukkan jalannya, nda.. just believe it.. there will always be a way to all of the problems we face in our life..

La Tahzan, Innallaha Ma'ana
It means don’t be sad; indeed, Allah is with us. [Qur’an 9:40]

Be strong, my dear friends..
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