my confession no. 11

galau
satu kata yang kurasa
kupikir menggambarkan semua

inilah saat kupertanyakan segalanya
diriku, pikiranku, keluargaku, perasaanku
seluruh aspek dalam hidupku

tak kunjung kutemukan
tak pula kulihat secercah harapan
harapan akan datangnya sebuah terang

berulang kali.. kubolak balik
kecermati satu persatu
kuraba perlahan-lahan
kudengar sekecil apapun bisikan
kubuka pintu lebar-lebar...

apa jadinya kawan?
tetap tak kunjung kutemukan
bertemu dengan sebuah jawaban..

ah, betapa galau rasa hati
apakah aku ini berarti?
ataukah lebih baik mati?
tapi kutahu Dirinya tetap mencintai

kuingin buat diriku berguna
tak hanya menyusahkan saja
tapi saat ini.. ku tak yakin bisa
aku sekarang hanya bisa berkubang luka

apa? apa yang harus kulakukan wahai Tuhanku?
bersimbah tangis kuadukan pada-Mu
kurasakan tenang bila bercerita pada-Mu


31 maret 2010
*kutulis ini saat di hati, rasa galau benar-benar menghantui

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Another HAPPY time with them..

hari ini, gak biasanya gue dan kawan-kawan sekosan (baca: SDDKD++) pulang dari kampus siang-siang.. udah pulangnya siang, bareng-bareng lagi.. hehehhe.. pas lagi mau pulang ke kosan lewat Balhut, menengoklah kami semua ke arah halte sepeda.. 

"yuk main sepeda dulu"

entah ajakan siapalah itu tadi, langsung deh semua mengiyakan tuh ajakan.. berbondong-bondonglah kami menuju halte sepeda dan mengeluarkan KTM.. Yovie dan Indri sih tetep aja pulang, walaupun dengan mupeng ('makanya main dong yov!').. (ket red. SDDKD++ = gue, dana, sancuy, dina, vega, n vitha, plus uwii, hehhe)

woow!! truly amazing moment with them.. a happiest one, hihi.. jalan-jalanlah kita ke arah hukum, fib, science park, balairung, mui, ampe ke stasiun ui.. menyenangkan sekaliiii.. hingga suatu ketika, pas kami lagi foto-foto si balairung, terasalah titik-titik air hujan mulai membasahi.. spontan kami langsung mengayuh sepeda untuk segera pulang.. tapinyaa, baru sampe MUI aja udah mulai gerimis dan agak deres tuh.. hahahhha.. ngayuh sepeda kenceng-kenceng, tapi sambil teriak-teriak dan ketawa-ketawa.. (bodoh deh kalo ngingetnya, hihi)

nah kalo yang kiri ini, pas lagi di balairung.. kalo yang sebelah kanan, pas lagi nunggu ujan reda di halte  sepeda deket stasiun..

menyenangkan sekaliii.... NEXT TIME lagi ya kawans buat main sepeda sambil ujan-ujanannyaaa.. hehehehe.. I TRULY LOVE THIS MOMENT!! happy happy happy mood ku jadi happy....

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In My Line of Sight

malam ini.. ku hanya ditemani derasnya hujan

mencari-cari.. tetapi tak kunjung kutemukan

kulihat di dalam hati.. bukan ini yang kurasakan

aku berlari.. namun kau hanya sebaris batas dalam penglihatan

kubuka perlahan-lahan.. tak sekalipun dirimu tampak

kubuka berulang-ulang.. tak ada sedikitpun jejak

apakah aku memang salah?

wahai kasih, munculah dihadapanku

wahai cinta, peluklah keberadaanku

dirimu kini, bukan hanya garis dalam batas penglihatanku

dirimu kini, adalah border akan dalamnya cintaku

25 maret 2010

bukan itu maksudku,,

 

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we could be in love

This is one of my favorite songs, 'we could be in love' by Lea Salonga and Brad Kane.. Lately, i really like this song.. nothing special from this song, but i just love it.. it's like a brain itch since the time i heard this song on my way to Depok (in my daddy's car).. well, i wrote down the lyrics... enjoy!

Be still, my heart
Lately its mind is on its own
It would go far and wide
Just to be near you

Even the stars
Shine a bit bright I've noticed
When you're close to me
Still it remains a mystery

Anyone who's seen us
Knows what's going on between us
It doesn't take a genius
To read between the lines
And it's not just wishful thinking
Or only me who's dreaming
I know what these are symptoms of
We could be in love

I ask myself why
I sleep like a baby through the night
Maybe it helps to know
You'll be there tomorrow

Don't open my eyes
I wake from the spell I'm under
Makes me wonder how

Tell me how I could live without you now

And what about the laughter
The happy ever after
Like voices of sweet angels
Calling out our names
And it's not just wishful thinking
Or only me who's dreaming
I know what these are symptoms of
We could be in love

All my life I have dreamed of this
But I could not see your face

Don't ask why two such distant stars
Can fall right into place

Oh, it doesn't take a genius
To know what these are symptoms of
We could be...
We could be...
We could be in love
We could be in love

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women and her secrets

a few days ago, i found this words on internet.. i read it and i like it.. so i wrote it down in my notes and read it over and over.. let me share it for you..

when a woman is quiet.. million of things running in her mind
when a woman is not arguing.. she is thinking deeply
when a woman looks at you with eyes full of question.. she is wondering how long you will be around
when a woman answers 'im fine' after a few seconds.. she is not fine at all
when a woman stares at you.. she is wondering why you are lying
when a woman lays on your chest.. she is wishing you to be hers forever
when a woman wants to see you everyday.. she wants to be pampered
when a woman says 'I LOVE YOU'.. she means it
when a woman says 'I MISS YOU'.. no one in the world can miss you more than that

hahahaha.. what a sweet words.. i really like it.. well i think it's describe me a lot..

hope you like it too..

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